The wait/weight

There is a pressure to explore,

to learn, become, and make progress,

but also to dive into it,

and get inside.

 

Time is a fence,

set to keep the wolves away from

the precious sheep,

lovely, exquiste,

so tasty,

and wolves just want to get inside,

sink their teeth, tongue, fingers in,

and feast.

 

The blood frenzy comes at the first drop

that hits the naked tongue

and sets nature into fluid motion.

 

The wolf can not restrain,

and nor should it,

survival is for the fit,

and there are none fitter than

the patient, cunning wolf.

get busy growing

The gates are down,

broken down,

I marched in with

malicious intent

as only humans can.

 

No survival instinct,

pure aggression unwrapped,

punching at your fragile state of mind,

to err is human,

to kill

maim

break

destroy

decapitate 

is GODLY.

 

there is no quick fix,

no fix at all,

for the broken humanity,

that still dances as a saint,

while proving to be the sinner.

 

No dawn will break,

there's no storm passing

which would break if weathered

long enough

unless you count on death,

which is always counted out

but never down for the count.

 

No twilight of peace,

and what a stupid book,

and what a stupid wish.

 

Life is a torrent of lightning,

fire and destruction,

where a tree shelters you

momentarily,

or you huddle with others

sometimes for a night,

sometimes for fifty years

but nothing lasts

and death is lonely.

 

Get busy growing,

or keep dying;

but enjoy it.