A lonely little insect,
scurrying through sewers,
with the stench of waste,
but mostly decay.
A little insect,
I hear the sound of others;
occasionally an echo,
or a glimpse of life,
but mostly the dying,
and the broken.
The echoes toss hope at me,
bouncing it off the damp brick walls,
and I feel I may not be alone,
as another stops by my side,
only to move on momentarily.
Sometimes they smile,
sometimes they talk,
sometimes they even care;
but sometimes is never always,
and sometimes is not my home.
And in the sewers of sometimes,
we are the gliding seeds of dandelions,
forever stuck in an endless loop,
trying not to stick to the walls,
or be eaten by a river of shit and piss,
before we can reproduce more dandelions.
Our existence is rare,
and many never make it into the sewer,
and they may be better off,
never having to choke on the fumes,
or drown in the darkness,
alone.
Sometimes we’ll float on the river,
before it hops up and engulfs us,
a quickly fleeting moment of comfort,
before our flame is snuffed out forever.
This holy creator of brick,
is nothing more than a builder,
whose only work is an alleyway,
where sewage flows freely,
along with pain and loneliness.