Classes have finally begun for the year and I have found myself faced with some difficult decisions. I am currently working one job, playing varsity soccer, and being a journalism student (obviously). I have been finding the prospect of working a 2nd job (a reality I will be facing soon I believe), to be frightening. I haven’t even begun to focus on my articles for The Shield yet, and I am already left wondering, just where is the time for all of thee events going to come from? The simple answer, nowhere. There simply isn’t enough time in the day to balance all of this stuff, and still have enough downtime to function efficiently.
This is where the hard decisions come in. Do I give up on the potential second job, and therefore give up on the prospect of doing a journalism placement abroad, or moving away for a job upon my program’s completion? Do I give up on soccer, and finally accept the fact that soccer is a hobby I participate in for fun, rather than a profession? Do I try to balance it all out for a few more weeks, and see how thing go from there? If that fails, will it set me too far back to recover in decent time to salvage the school term?
The questions build, and no answers are forthcoming. The decisions has to be made before the season opener. Potentially it will be made tonight in my one-on-one meeting with the coaching staff.