White walls were
are
always ruined by dirty finger prints
and
the bleach scrubdowns never made
any difference.
There’s a filthiness to living that no one
ever talks about or
mentions
we all just watch the slow decay of the fragile
innocence.
White walls were
are
always ruined by dirty finger prints
and
the bleach scrubdowns never made
any difference.
There’s a filthiness to living that no one
ever talks about or
mentions
we all just watch the slow decay of the fragile
innocence.
Everyday is Halloween
as we dress up as sinners
or saints
when the reality
is somewhere in the middle.
None of us are as good
or as bad
as we paint ourselves
or people paint us to be.
We are all capable of great evil
and magnificient good
but none of us are clean of
the other.
We pretend we are as good as we think
putting on masks and surrounding ourselves
with so many lies,
and half-truths even,
and the kind of friends that tell us how
special and amazing we are
and how we couldn't have been in the wrong.
And that's where the best of friends matter
to tell you you're an idiot
and that you made a serious mistake
or five
but you're still alright,
because you can always fight for redemption.
Thinkers,
decimated by boredom,
depression,
wonder where the
'something more'
is.
Pearly gates not just out of reach,
but out of sight,
even out of mind,
for many.
A pressure dances across my forehead,
pounces around my numb ears,
and boots me in between the eyes.
There will be no relief for the saints
sinners
or the dead.