Green fire and a dead queen

A green fire burns my heart,

it's now or never, clock swings,

an awkward metronome reminder,

we'll be gone soon, your hand on the,

pawn; mine's on a queen, empty and gone.

 

Hand moves piece,

queen dead by inaction,

rotting and decaying in another,

time, when a queen meant something,

special, but any unique nature died long ago,

hand removes piece from playing board in a flurry,

of traded blows that left both sides weak, pathetic, and vulnerable,

trust me.

 

Something broken in time;

no Ticktockman willing;

and all the king's men,

failed to put my life,

back together.

 

That shell broke long ago,

and I slipped out of it,

into someone else.

sleep well far away

There's a frustration seeping through my skin,

lighting my best nights up in a painful, pretty fire,

I hope you enjoy the view.

To be honest,

I never spared a thought for you,

looking down from glass ceiling,

you were caged by emotional limitations,

you had placed on yourself long ago,

and never let go,

of,

and it was too late even back then;

hasn't it bee a decade yet?

It feels like a century,

and that's the best thing i could say about you,

we're sharing a thought,

doomed to expire after this poem ends,

so savour it;

maybe it hit,

I was never your saviour,

and couldn't be,

but we tried,

and that's more than we could say,

about most people.

At least remember that,

if you share any memory at all,

there was never grace before the fall,

that's only for the movies, books,

and other relationships without you.

 

Sleep well,

and far away from me.

disobedient dog, reserved hand

scraped knees from your mouth's actions,

scraped soul from your mental failures,

you're a walking band-aid,

all damaged goods and pain,

no good for anything real,

only as a chew-toy,

for a disobedient dog,

or one whose mess you watch being made,

with a reserved hand.

 

leash your failure,

and hide it away again;

dogs will be dogs,

and bitches will be bitches.