She who would move freely to heaven
suffocates in the lazy, charcoal clouds.
A misguided perspective
searching for a line among dots.
Any line will do and it shows.
Pull me out of my skull
where the thoughts tumble and
crash onto the ground like glass figurines
of old lovers and family.
A piece of heart for each leaves
a small sum remaining
but the metaphysical may reproduce
or re-grow or
maybe heal itself.
No,
let go of the self and
breathe.
Ascend.