King Kong, Dorian Gray and a hungry squirrel

Your arrows don't hurt me,

intentional or otherwise,

they strike my thick hide,

and lose all momentum.

 

I'm strong enough now,

after all my incredible failures,

and the moments I could have,

died.

 

I'm rebuilt,

reborn,

reanimated.

 

I'll read it like a script,

because I know who I am,

as much as anyone can.

 

I've become something,

changed,

difficult to capture;

a lightning snake,

as thick as the moon,

with the strength of King Kong,

and the audacity of a hungry squirrel.

 

A moral compass like Dorian Gray's,

slowly changing,

but for the better instead.

 

You won't understand,

anything I've written,

but it's not about you,

now or ever.

a ship that sailed with a smile

The light shoots out of the bulb,

like fire from a cannon into my skull,

I roll over in agony, defeated,

I cover my face with your pillow,

it smells like you.

 

"Oh, baby," the kid voice comes out,

I feel a warm body jump onto me,

press me with your light weight.

 

The soft, wet kisses find my neck,

and I love you then.

 

Soon I fall back into a dream;

my mind moved on, 

the smile stayed;

that ship sailed.

Sleep

 

A warm haze is stuck in behind my eyes,

my body begs for sleep that won't be granted.

Sleep,
it begs me,
from behind the curtain,
of a distant dream I've yet to have,
sleep.
 
I
w  i    l     l
n    o         t
s   l   e  . .

Words trying to escape

There are words trying to escape,

and they must be watched at all times,

carefully.

 

Imagine what they would do,

if I wasn't around to watch them,

organize themselves on the pages?

 

What secrets would be revealed,

and what mysteries would they tell?

 

Oh,

how the skeletons would dance,

for all of us,

despite our consciously spun life stories,

where we never feel responsible for the evil.